I've promised to Him that I won't cry because of this problem again.
hahaha. tapi toh kenyataan kadang nggak sejalan sama apa yang gue pengen, rite ?
tapi hari gue mengingkari janji gue sendiri, lagi.
gue pikir taon ini gue nggak perlu kabur lagi.
tapi toh ternyata gue butuh back-up plan juga.
I really wanna go back to 4 or 5 years ago. when everything is perfect. when I don't need to runaway from everything.
tapi toh kenyataannya gue sekarang di sini. facing the truth. and still not ready for it.
sekarang, otak gue penuh dengan skripsi gue dan masalah gue, dan gue nggak butuh hal-hal nggak penting yang perlu gue pikirin, it's full already.
everyone said, "what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger." ah, yes. but it's still killing me. at least, I'm stronger than yearss ago.
God give me this problem bcause He thinks that I can handle it, rite ? :)
and that, makes me stronger.
no need to cry anymore.